I'm So Sorry

I'm so sorry that I haven't been posting lately....

My recent illness took a little more out of me than I thought...

My days pass by in a blur....I sleep...I wake up....I go to the bathroom....I rest there after I'm done....I make my way back to bed....I sleep....my wife or Stacy wakes me to eat something....I eat....I rest....bathroom again....rest....back to bed...sleep....

I take the occasional break to cry....because I want to be me again....

Then I see what's going on in the world....and I cry some more....then I feel like an ass for being so selfish....I'm sleeping in a comfy bed and I have as much food as I want when so many people don't have either....

I actually think I'm depressed about being depressed....if that makes any sense....

I know several thousand people a day stop by here to read my silly musings and I hope to be back soon....

But even just typing this has left me exhausted....the laptop is so damned heavy....

Just want you all to know that I still love you all!!!

Kisses

Kaaren

 

Well...I'm Alive...

 

 Well....I'm alive....

A week ago I'd have bet against it!!!!

I've discovered what a wonderful thing it is to breathe!!!!

You don't think about it until you can't do it!!!!

But....I'm here.....alive....

I'm not really back to myself yet....the doctors warned me it would take some time...

Not that long ago I'd do a three mile run just to warm up for the day...

Now I get exhausted going to the bathroom across the hall....

I've probably slept more in the past couple of weeks than I have in the past ten years....and I still feel so tired...

I dropped a few pounds but I don't recommend doing it this way....

Anyway....I just wanted to say hello....and thank you all for the good wishes and lovely comments you left....

I'm going to post this on all of my blogs just to make sure I thank everyone....and then I'm going to go back to sleep....

I love you all....

I hope to be back to my regular self soon....

Kisses

Kaaren